Aww, thank you, Ina-J :-) Much much love :-)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEERA!!!!!

Whoa, Meeka, that's quite the dream!! It almost seems like you're taking bits and pieces of things from real life into your dream. I don't know why, but when you said terrorists had taken over Vassar, it just seemed so close to home with all the stuff in the world. Yeah, I'm a downer...there's sooooo much stuff in your dream. It's so long, it's really really cool. Those are the best dreams. You should totally try analyzing it...dont' use a dream dictionary, those things are crap because it's so general. You have to apply it to your own life.
btw...tiramisu is dessert...it's lady finger biscuits soaked in something covered with coffee

Oh, wow, Ina-J....I just realized you signed my guestbook back in like...Feb!!!! I hadn't read it!!!! THank you sooo much for writing in it!!!! That's suuuuuch good advice...maybe it's a little late now that I've just read it, hahaha. But it would've been really good advice then, too, anyway. It's still really good advice. I'm going to try to find that internal happiness. I deserve the internal happiness. We all deserve internal happiness!!!! DAMMIT, EVERYONE DESERVES INTERNAL HAPPINESS!! Yeah :-)

I like Legolas.

Shirtless guy?? Is laura's muffin?? Whaaaa?? Really?? Love muffin?? Nick told me Shirtless guy has a girlfriend. WHAAA??? I'm soooo confoozled.

Hey, hey, hey...who's this Russian guy?? I'm so intrigued, who's Laura's love muffin? Did I just actually say love muffin? Oh, that's sick. I think I'm hyper. Chocolate does that to you. Emode says Walking on Sunshine is my theme song. Can you actually walk on sunshine? I go now...

I have sooo much to tell you all...

I have a valentine ::giant grin::

And he's Australian :-)

I've been reading LOTR...I finally got them to Rivendell! I'm disappointed that Arwen didn't have her big "If you want him, come and claim him!!" scene. Sooo disappointed. But tis okay. I'll get over it :-) (Meera-ism for you all) Oh, and I changed my mouse cursor thingy to Legolas, hehe. Now I see him everywhere!

By the way, I have a new guestbook on my journal, because Gina pointed out that the old one wasn't working. So now leave me comments!!!!

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Eri, those are great quotes. I really found them to be *so* meaningful. Yey for the Merry Dairy Airy Fairy Eri! I have a quote for you. It was said by some *brilliant* person who was just a little misunderstood. Lemme see if I remember it correctly:

"I like my friends"

I think that says it all :-)

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haha, I think I've heard you say that before.
(latest count: 4 emails)

"(btw, you were Stoppard girl, abreviated to Stoppard, until I knew your name)"

*giggle*

Oh, new link!! Here's the new first page to Soupgang Photos. I also updated sorta. I added a few more picatures. I'll scan some of my photos from my regular camera sooner or later.

Mmm...that was wonderfully interesting today. I now have picatures of Pineapple head with my Soupgang...never in a million years did I imagine that one! So...yeah...right before I made my exit he, uh,..well, he wants me to email him. Yup. Oh, I made an ode to my Soupgang on my wall. I have all sorts of pictures and drawings and stuff. Yey.

I am high on cold medicine.

Deviousness of pineapples? It sounds like a book title. Like Eri's "Zen and the Art of Motorcycle of Maintenance", if I remember the title correctly.

Dress up Orlando Bloom

I like NNY...

Oh, check out their news bulletin on their opening page...apparently we're not like them....ya think?

My favorite part of last night...."I can't believe these little losers are calling US bizarros!"

They're so weird. So young. What were they doing, trying to hit on us? Haha. Then the said something about us being stupid co-eds or blah blah blah.

Our sexy, sexy pictures....hahahahahaha. I forgot what 15 year old boys were like...

Attention all...it is South Dakotan. Meera has just informed me. (Personally, I liked SoDakian)

I checked my Vassar mail today and I got an email from a group of guys who have a web site called (you guessed it) Soup Gang Who would've thunk it? We went to their site and they said that they had been trying to reach us for quite a long time and so we went to Blogger but they hadn't posted comments. Apparently they skipped right over to the Picture Page and they posted a whole screen of comments! We're their "female counterparts". They seem...interesting. We're guessing that they're still in high school. So, yeah, that's a little kooky. Gina got very excited because one of them likes JTHM and Invader Zim, it was really quite cute. She's at class at right now probably getting bombarded by Palm Tree Head. (Maybe it has a static charge? Who knows? Magical powers inside the palm tree? It should be illegal) Meera and I posted a comment on their website. We'll see if they respond.

Last Night at the Library
(Meera lays down on top of a table)
Rocio: Miss Kannan, Vassar College frowns upon that type of behavior.
Meera: Tell Vassar College to suck it, and suck it long.

Meera: Ever realize that these cubicles resemble a mental hospital?

(Written inside my cubicle)
"Oh Lord, help me"

(Meera's rummaging through Eri's bookbag)
Eri: I don't have anything!
Meera: A-HA!
(pulls out a handful of plastic utensils)
Eri: No!
Meera: These are illegal! You stole them!
Eri: I didn't steal them!
Meera: I'm going to have to take them.
(She then spent the next ten minutes throwing plastic spoons at us from her cubicle)

(Leah and Eri bump into each other)
Leah: We bumped butts. I won.
Eri: No, you didn't.
Leah: I have a black body.
Eri: I have a...yellow body?

Gina meant to blog yesterday about her tooth...and she thinks she did...but she didn't really. So I'm blogging it for her because she thinks it would be weird for her to write about it right now.
"My toof hurds...Ow. Does anyone have aspirin if you're awake? Anyone? Anyone?"
She's making me green tea!! Yey! With the leaves and all! Isn't that cool! I'm excited. Tea is very soothing. I need something soothing right now.
"I like the Tazo logo."
I feel anxious...I need tea...tea is gooooood.

Oh my gosh, Marc, I just read your entry. That lyric just sums it up. Oh my gosh. Wow. I've been living through photos and dreams lately and it gets a little lonely when the pictures don't talk back.
I miss you all so much but I'm very happy that I'll see you guys soon!! I'll be back today and yey, it's holiday giftness time! Let's watch LOTR II again!! And eat lots of ice cream!! And stay up late talking and eating ramen!! I feel like I have so much to tell you all...it's weird, I've discussed it three days straight with three different people and this morning I didn't really feel like having to do it all over again, but I read all your entries and you guys are such great friends. You really do make me feel better. Distance is probably the best thing for now. I'll see you guys sooooon!

i think there's something wrong with the site again...it's acting a little loopy again.

Mayday...mayday...mayday (mating...mating...mating)
Scariness...nervousness...anxiousness...and all those other ness words.
I also stabbed my finger with a toothpick...stupidness.

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Eee!!!!! I love this!!!! Stars and moons totally rock my socks!!!!! I'm all about celestial objects!!! Eeeee!!!

I have a rather stupid question...when do we go back to school? I'm pretty sure it's this Sunday, but somehow all the days have melded into each other and I have no idea what day today is!! The way I keep tracks is by looking at the dates on these blogs, haha. So someone please tell me!!
You guys are wonderful...you are all great friends and I miss you all so much!! Meeka, I'm doing my best to be able to make things better before I head on back to school, but to tell you the truth, things aren't going all that well. So...um...yeah.
I read like 5 more pages of LOTR...somehow I get very very easily distracted, haha. Daydream believer...
I'll leave you guys with a cool lyric from an Eve 6 song to ponder: "It's sickening how comforting the privacy of the mind can be"

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Oh, Ina-J...i'm hating this so much. I just want to go back to school and get away from the shit that is my life here in WP. I can seriously only take so much because right now I'm just GAHHHH about all this. He says that we have nothing in common, we aren't friends, we never were friends so we can never be friends. BULLSHIT. ::clears throat:: Ahem. I mean...bs. Not true. It makes me think that if what I thought was true is in his mind false, then what is true anymore? Or is he just doing this as a defense mechanism? Men. Blah. All they do is hurt people.
In other news, I made a White Plains picture page. It's fun, it's not totally done yet, but here's the link: Ro's WhiNY picture page
As far as my LOTR reading is going...uh...they're still trying to get away from the Shire. Yeah, I haven't done much reading...oops. hehe. Argh, I have an orthodontist appointment tomorrow. Poo. Tis okey, I'll have time to get Frodo and company out of the Shire, hehe.

GAHHHH!!!! I spent three hours sitting next to him at my friend's party and did he say anything? More like 5 words.

You are the most universal mythical beast ever. Sightings of the unicorn have been reported from all over the world, even in these modern times. Unicorns are pure and incurruptible. In China, unicorns symbolised gentleness, good will, and wisdom. Christianity links the unicorn with Christ. It is said that unicorns would only allow virgin girls to see them, let alone touch them. They were easily lured into fatal ambushes by a virgin with some potchers waiting for the unicorn in nearby bushes. A unicorn's horn was a highly prised possesion, which was reputed to have great healing capabilities. With the touch of its horn, a unicorn could bring back a person who had been dead for several hours. But when disattached from the unicorn's body, the magic was suggnificantly reduced and could only protect against poison. The unicorn had the body of a horse, a unique spirling horn, and a lion's tail. They were pure white in color. Congradulations, you are a rarity amoung mythical beasts. There aren't enough of people like you in the world.

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Haha...Nana is friends with Malfoy...haha. I wonder if one day Snape will confess that he indeed likes Harry...that he doesn't loathe him. Or maybe he does. I dunno. I think Snape's a good guy beneath it all. At least, that's what I make out of re-reading the Harry Potter books today. (I was bored...what can I say? Hehe)
Oh, I started reading the Fellowship of the Ring. I got the huge volume with all three books in it, so it's pretty hefty reading. The movie's so different from the book, I had no idea. But it's pretty interesting anyway.
You guys....I think I'm going to be okay. Ro is back in a good state of mind. She hates all men, mind you (and she's speaking in the third person), but she'll be okay.

I melt in your mouth, not in your hand!

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Thank you, Jilli, it means a lot to me. I know that we shouldn't be doing the same things we've always done...but that doesn't leave a lot for us to do right now, you know? We've done most everything, from going to a golfing range to a Yankee game to even arcades. And movies...ah, movies. I went with my parents last night to Blockbuster to rent some movies and it was like a trip down memory lane. The first time he came over to my house we went to Blockbuster and rented movies and we've done that many times since. Well...until now, I guess. I think I'm coping with it. I'm feeling decent right now. He asked me for a good reason why he should make time to see me...and well, it's because I want to see him. Heck, let's stand on a streetcorner for all I care. That's a very unromantic place, right? Platonic. Groovy.

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Hey, doesn't this mean I'm in the same house as Oliver Wood?

Hey, I think the site is fixed finally! Yey! I republished all entries and so maybe that helped.
I spent practically the entire day yesterday with Julie and it was so great. We did the most random things - we went to Kmart to buy her a coffeepot, went to Borders, went to a hockey game (I'll explain), had pizza (oh, how I missed actual pizzeria pizza), went to her house and then came to mine and hung out until past midnight. It was so much fun!
So that hockey game - uh, Jon was filming it. It was a WPHS hockey game and so since we were sorta kinda maybe in the neighborhood Julie and I went to it for the last 8 minutes. I swear, it was just to see our friend Mike who had cousins playing on both teams...I swear ::shifty-eyed look:: Alright, fine, it wasn't. We actually sat in the parking lot of Borders and debated it for a while before the car sorta steered itself in the direction of the ice skating rink. So Julie and I ended up standing two rows above Jon and then we walked uberslow with the crowd because I wasn't sure if I wanted to say hello. Well, I did. But...I didn't. So...yeah. So I did. And it was awkward. It really was. He dropped his equipment, hugged me and then told me he'd be right back because he had to put it away and then he came back like five minutes later and we chatted. It almost hurt the way things were so strained, but if anything, it goes to show that maybe it is possible for us to be friendly...I guess. At least he came back. He could've just told me he had to go and put the camera away and leave. So...that's something, right? We can be friends. I want to be friends. Friends are good. I liiike my friends! I miiiiiss my friends!

Wow, he's 32? That's bizarre. That always happens. I noticed the gorgeous eyes, wow!
You guys...I'm absolutely miserable right now. Basically, the Tomato told me that it's "too weird" being friends with me and that it's not possible. We have "absolutely nothing in common, we live in two different worlds with two different lives" and that there is no point in him making an effort to see me. Great. Jab the knife in my heart a little further. Go ahead, make my day. He doesn't need to keep reminding me that we're not going out - I know, believe me, I know! Blah. I'm so over and done with with guys. I said with twice in a row. That sounds weird. It's like when you say that that. Anywho...
I'm hanging out with my dear friend Julie today. I'm really happy. I haven't seen her yet since I came home because she was in Florida and she leaves for January term at Colby on Sunday so I'm really sad. But at least I'm happy I'll get to spend a lot of nice time with her. Yey! I could SO use some great fun right now. So have a great day all!

Huh. The site is acting weird. The latest entry that keeps showing whenever I load the site is Laura's entry and that was a while ago. I wonder why. I tried republishing all entries in the archives and now the latest ones show if I click on the correct archive date. Conroozled am i.

Heehee, that's funny. The year of sheep. Why do I think it's funny? Something about sheep..what is it? Oh. Flyingsheep.com, a site that Jon and I used to go to for the funny stories and where we got a lot of our away messages from. I'm sure I've mentioned that before. One time he read me a story over the phone and it was really cute. Blah. Anyway....
Happy New Year all! I hope you guys had a great time. Eri, it sounds like you're having a great time. I'm so jealous. I want to go to China and Japan. Next time you should take us all with you. We can fit in your suitcase, I mean, we're used to living in really cramped quarters anyway! Wouldn't that be cool? Think about it, hehe. When you open up your suitcase all of us can pop out like those clowns in the clown cars. Though maybe airport security wouldn't want someone to travel with a suitcase full of people. Hmm. I guess we can bribe them with hot bowls of ramen and cups of tea. That would work, right? Right?
So two nights ago Will hung out with Jon...which is nice, I guess. Except that I still haven't seen Jon because he's been too busy. So...yeah. No call yet. But then again, do any of us really expect it? As Jilli said, he never called me when we were going out so now that we're not together why would he? Poo on everything.
We should all (or at least those of us who live in the tri-state region) try to meet sometime over vacation. It would be really really nice if we could all meet in the city or something. Maybe crash Gina's house, heehee. And meet Heifer! Err..Pepper! Heehee ::giggles:: Let's!!!