(well, not Marc, of course)

(that includes guys, too)

I am so incredibly bored and frustrated right now. I have had it up to HERE with Tom Stoppard and Plato and Socrates and discussion boards and online finals and readings and EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!

Ohh Gina, how I miss theeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

I can't believe it's colder in White Plains than it is Sioux Falls! That's so bizarre! Okay, so I've been trying to give my parents plenty of hints pointing to a digital camera under the Christmas tree for me come December 24th. So far I've left flyers all around the house and I've even said stuff like "You know, if you were to get a digital camera, I don't think you should buy Sony" and I've even gone so far to pointing to the camera I want and saying "I want this." Is that too obvious?

Wow, Jilli, that's so cool that Greg picked you up. It's awesome having guy friends who can be listed under the "nice guy" category. Eri, can we trust you crazy gals running loose in the city? I hope you have such a great time, I can't wait to meet your friends. Meeka, you're home!! I can't believe it!! Say hello to Dacquiri for me! Did anyone else realize today was Friday the 13th? I didn't know that until some lady at a customer service desk starting moaning about it. Hmm. My watch says the 12th, though, so I don't know...if I were a superstitious person, would the effects still reach me even if my watch said otherwise? That's something to ponder about. Oh, today I was in Toys R Us and there were little Harry Potter Quidditch figurines and I searched through all of them, but they didn't have Oliver Wood! Can you believe that? They had George, but no Oliver! Who cares about George! Show me Sean Biggerstaff and I'll be happy. Ahh, you like it now! Too bad it's hard to package him up for $20 or less for Secret Holiday Giftness. Actually, whenever my parents ask me what I want for Christmas, the only thing I can think of that I want under my tree begins with a J and ends with an ON. I'll leave you all on that puzzling...puzzle.

Hiiiiiii!! I miss my Soupgang already ::sad face:: This is like the warm-up for December break, I guess. I went to my high school concert tonight. It was really special seeing my friends on stage. It was the first time I'd ever been in the audience and at the same time I felt sad but very happy and proud of them. I saw Jon tonight. Meeka, I thought hard...and I didn't let myself give in. Not for now anyway. Not yet. It's too soon. But oh schiess, it was hard!

I get to see you guys soooon. If only for a wee bit. When are your friends coming to visit, Eri? I can't wait to meet them. Yey for yey-ness!

How much work did I get done today? Hehe...

Oh Meeka, my meekins...I really wish you I weren't getting back after you leave. Poo. Schiess. Motherschiess. But very true, Meeka, absence does make the heart grow fonder sometimes, so that's what I'm going to hope for.

Ooh, the collage! It's at Soupgang Collage I hope you all like it! So far people have, so I'm really happy. Sorry that some of the pictures might be a little yucky, I only had what was on my computer to work with.

"Under" boy sat next to me today in Tom Stoppard. Okay, that was weird. Extremely awkward for me because, as I told Gina, he came in with a friend but there was only one seat next to me so his friend sat behind us. He made an effort to sit with me. Yiketh! ::smacks forehead:: Help.

My friend had this in his IM profile:

Take Stupid Love Test Now!

(I warn you if you take it)

Oh. It's schiess, btw.

By the way, I made a new journal. I likey.

Ro's Ramblings

Marc, you are the coolest, hehehe. I have messages for you all:

Marc - ENIGMAS can be bad, and they can be good. So just be careful...and you know what? Carpe diem, but don't think that this will be the only guy to come along for a while. You're a great guy, and what person wouldn't want to be with you?? They could only hope to be with you, because you're such a great guy. Keep that in mind. You are man, I hear you roar. ROAR!

Jilli - I could be really hypocritical by saying that if he doesn't call and he doesn't seem to be making an effort to call you, then you should just forget him and move on...so I won't say that. I'll just think it really hard. Honestly, for now just wait and see. Maybe it's not personal. It could just be that he's not talking to anyone at the moment. And if he is acting stupid...then you don't need him. You deserve ever so much more because you're a wonderful, beautiful person and don't you forget that!!

Eri - Much of what I said to Jilli also goes for you. Don't think you're silly for your feelings. Don't ever think that at all. I wish I could remember the exact Little Prince quote that talks about the heart and things that are invisible. I give you a big hug ::hug:: Totoro will make it all better. Here, sniff him a little. I'll lend him to you.

Lila - I sowwy about the guy in the facebook. I'm sure that the only reason he has a girlfriend is because he didn't meet you first. Silly man. But if he's a cool guy there's no reason why you two can't be really good friends and then you never know, it could develop into something more soon.

Laura - Logos....Logos....Logos. I completely understand how you feel, my dear. It's so hard, isn't it? I guess the next time you see each other will really be the defining point and you'll truly know where you stand. And perhaps wherever that really is, whatever you two are going to be, I think you'll feel better having more certainty. But there's no reason why you still can't love him, and there's no reason why you should ever stop. I guess - or I hope - that over time depending on the situation, those feelings will just change into a different type of love. ::pulls gently on llama hat:: Little llama.

Meera - Since you don't believe in love, m'dear, all I can say is...I'm sure Eh will more than willing to *bounchicka* with you during break. And if not - then poo on him. There's plenty of better guys waiting to *bounchicka* with you, and you know it. You're a beautiful person (yes, you're a hottie, don't deny it) and I wish you would see it.

Gina - What guy advice could I possibly give you? Hmm...Um. "I am the wind blowing through your hair" That's all I could think off, sowwy. Teehee.

Actually Will told me something that made me feel a little nice. I'll pass it along. He told me that sometimes guys are attracted to a person and they think the person is wonderful and beautiful and that's why they are afraid to approach them in that way - because they believe that beautiful people only want to go out with other beautiful people and they feel incredibly shy. All you, my friends, are such beautiful people, inside and outside and so keep that in my mind. Not that I'm one to give guy advice right now, but just know that you guys are great and wonderful.

I liiiiiike my friends.

You're earth! You are very motherly and love mankind. You think of mankind as your children and you are very giving and protective. No one should mess with you though, because you can turn mean if someone pisses you off.




What element are you?

I'm Mother Earth...how cool.

Gawrsh, I love Meera. What are we going to do with 37 days without Meera's philosophy on love? Wait, did I just put the word "Philosophy" next to Meera's name? Heavens!! Can I just bottle up Meera's cuteness and take it with me to show my friends? They'll never believe me. Eri, I love your picture!! It's so great. I made it my wallpaper for my desktop (I stole Meeka's idea). Men are the plight of our lives. Sometimes. Then other times, they're just so unbearably wonderful and sweet and I can't deal with it. Sorry, tangent. I hope everyone accomplished some work today. I have to go study for the bio test now. Argh. It's just three chapters...it can't be that bad, can it?

"So take me, don't leave me
Take me, don't leave me.
Baby, love will come through,
It's just waiting for you."

I really don't understand men....

Jilli, you don't need blonde hair. You're beautiful as you are. Power to brunettes!

So right now I'm trying to study...sort of. I'm reading the Tom Stoppard play. Ooh, I don't even know when the quiz is being posted. I should ask someone. Worry not, I'll ask Leah, not Australia guy. Eesh. Meeka, I'll observe your rule of not going back to Noyes for at least two days. Oh, and Ina-J? Dead End. Ha...ha...ha! ::smiles:: It was funny! Jilli is watching Return of the Jedi. I've only seen like half of it.

Why is it the right people never call?

(talk about why there is girl and guy stuff in one cubbyhole in the Noyes bathroom)
Gina: Maybe they shower together.
Rocio: Save water, shower together.
Marc and Gina: Haha!
Rocio: You've never heard that before?
Marc: No. I wish I'd heard that before. (seductively) Let's save water and shower together, you and me.

Yey, Will called! Well, he called Laura technically, since I had him call this room because Jilli was waiting for a call (ahem). You guys, I feel like crap. I feel like total utter crap because I feel like nothing is going my way.