Hey, I think the site is fixed finally! Yey! I republished all entries and so maybe that helped.
I spent practically the entire day yesterday with Julie and it was so great. We did the most random things - we went to Kmart to buy her a coffeepot, went to Borders, went to a hockey game (I'll explain), had pizza (oh, how I missed actual pizzeria pizza), went to her house and then came to mine and hung out until past midnight. It was so much fun!
So that hockey game - uh, Jon was filming it. It was a WPHS hockey game and so since we were sorta kinda maybe in the neighborhood Julie and I went to it for the last 8 minutes. I swear, it was just to see our friend Mike who had cousins playing on both teams...I swear ::shifty-eyed look:: Alright, fine, it wasn't. We actually sat in the parking lot of Borders and debated it for a while before the car sorta steered itself in the direction of the ice skating rink. So Julie and I ended up standing two rows above Jon and then we walked uberslow with the crowd because I wasn't sure if I wanted to say hello. Well, I did. But...I didn't. So...yeah. So I did. And it was awkward. It really was. He dropped his equipment, hugged me and then told me he'd be right back because he had to put it away and then he came back like five minutes later and we chatted. It almost hurt the way things were so strained, but if anything, it goes to show that maybe it is possible for us to be friendly...I guess. At least he came back. He could've just told me he had to go and put the camera away and leave. So...that's something, right? We can be friends. I want to be friends. Friends are good. I liiike my friends! I miiiiiss my friends!
Thursday, January 02, 2003
Wow, he's 32? That's bizarre. That always happens. I noticed the gorgeous eyes, wow!
You guys...I'm absolutely miserable right now. Basically, the Tomato told me that it's "too weird" being friends with me and that it's not possible. We have "absolutely nothing in common, we live in two different worlds with two different lives" and that there is no point in him making an effort to see me. Great. Jab the knife in my heart a little further. Go ahead, make my day. He doesn't need to keep reminding me that we're not going out - I know, believe me, I know! Blah. I'm so over and done with with guys. I said with twice in a row. That sounds weird. It's like when you say that that. Anywho...
I'm hanging out with my dear friend Julie today. I'm really happy. I haven't seen her yet since I came home because she was in Florida and she leaves for January term at Colby on Sunday so I'm really sad. But at least I'm happy I'll get to spend a lot of nice time with her. Yey! I could SO use some great fun right now. So have a great day all!
You guys...I'm absolutely miserable right now. Basically, the Tomato told me that it's "too weird" being friends with me and that it's not possible. We have "absolutely nothing in common, we live in two different worlds with two different lives" and that there is no point in him making an effort to see me. Great. Jab the knife in my heart a little further. Go ahead, make my day. He doesn't need to keep reminding me that we're not going out - I know, believe me, I know! Blah. I'm so over and done with with guys. I said with twice in a row. That sounds weird. It's like when you say that that. Anywho...
I'm hanging out with my dear friend Julie today. I'm really happy. I haven't seen her yet since I came home because she was in Florida and she leaves for January term at Colby on Sunday so I'm really sad. But at least I'm happy I'll get to spend a lot of nice time with her. Yey! I could SO use some great fun right now. So have a great day all!
Wednesday, January 01, 2003
Heehee, that's funny. The year of sheep. Why do I think it's funny? Something about sheep..what is it? Oh. Flyingsheep.com, a site that Jon and I used to go to for the funny stories and where we got a lot of our away messages from. I'm sure I've mentioned that before. One time he read me a story over the phone and it was really cute. Blah. Anyway....
Happy New Year all! I hope you guys had a great time. Eri, it sounds like you're having a great time. I'm so jealous. I want to go to China and Japan. Next time you should take us all with you. We can fit in your suitcase, I mean, we're used to living in really cramped quarters anyway! Wouldn't that be cool? Think about it, hehe. When you open up your suitcase all of us can pop out like those clowns in the clown cars. Though maybe airport security wouldn't want someone to travel with a suitcase full of people. Hmm. I guess we can bribe them with hot bowls of ramen and cups of tea. That would work, right? Right?
So two nights ago Will hung out with Jon...which is nice, I guess. Except that I still haven't seen Jon because he's been too busy. So...yeah. No call yet. But then again, do any of us really expect it? As Jilli said, he never called me when we were going out so now that we're not together why would he? Poo on everything.
We should all (or at least those of us who live in the tri-state region) try to meet sometime over vacation. It would be really really nice if we could all meet in the city or something. Maybe crash Gina's house, heehee. And meet Heifer! Err..Pepper! Heehee ::giggles:: Let's!!!
Happy New Year all! I hope you guys had a great time. Eri, it sounds like you're having a great time. I'm so jealous. I want to go to China and Japan. Next time you should take us all with you. We can fit in your suitcase, I mean, we're used to living in really cramped quarters anyway! Wouldn't that be cool? Think about it, hehe. When you open up your suitcase all of us can pop out like those clowns in the clown cars. Though maybe airport security wouldn't want someone to travel with a suitcase full of people. Hmm. I guess we can bribe them with hot bowls of ramen and cups of tea. That would work, right? Right?
So two nights ago Will hung out with Jon...which is nice, I guess. Except that I still haven't seen Jon because he's been too busy. So...yeah. No call yet. But then again, do any of us really expect it? As Jilli said, he never called me when we were going out so now that we're not together why would he? Poo on everything.
We should all (or at least those of us who live in the tri-state region) try to meet sometime over vacation. It would be really really nice if we could all meet in the city or something. Maybe crash Gina's house, heehee. And meet Heifer! Err..Pepper! Heehee ::giggles:: Let's!!!
Sunday, December 29, 2002
What about the poor saps who do believe in love but get their hearts and hopes crushed again and again and again? You'd think that these poor people would learn their lesson, but they never do. They have blind faith or optimism, call it what you like, and it never fails - something always happens. And of course, I'm NOT talking from personal experience...of course not...what makes you all think that? pshaw.
I've actually been pondering my ideas about love lately. What's so great about it anyway? All it does is build up hopes and then dash then mercilessly. Pain.
Maybe all this is brought about by the fact that there are Valentine's Day decorations in K-mart. How absurd is that? It's DECEMBER!! I hate V-day. I've never had a good one...well, except for this year. This year was wonderful. But I can just picture V-day 2003. MISERABLE. That's what it's going to be. I know it's a commercial holiday but I'm still going to get caught up in it and I'm going to be sad that I'm alone and blah.
Argh.
I've actually been pondering my ideas about love lately. What's so great about it anyway? All it does is build up hopes and then dash then mercilessly. Pain.
Maybe all this is brought about by the fact that there are Valentine's Day decorations in K-mart. How absurd is that? It's DECEMBER!! I hate V-day. I've never had a good one...well, except for this year. This year was wonderful. But I can just picture V-day 2003. MISERABLE. That's what it's going to be. I know it's a commercial holiday but I'm still going to get caught up in it and I'm going to be sad that I'm alone and blah.
Argh.
I want curly hair. I used to have ringlets when I was young but then it went away when I was 5 ::sniffle::
I finished reading the fourth Harry Potter book. It was sooo good! When's the 5th one coming out? I'm getting antsy. I really want to read the Lord of the Rings books. Maybe I'll go and buy them during vacation because I'm getting kinda bored. And no...no call yet.
I finished reading the fourth Harry Potter book. It was sooo good! When's the 5th one coming out? I'm getting antsy. I really want to read the Lord of the Rings books. Maybe I'll go and buy them during vacation because I'm getting kinda bored. And no...no call yet.
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